Tuesday, January 12, 2016

What you think won't hurt might actually hurt.

*I'm not saying any names. I just realized that this was an issue I should've tackled a long time ago*

"Hey, have I told you how manly you are?" "You're basically a man inside a woman suit" "man woman" "you're as forgetful as a goldfish" "you're so hairy I could make a large sweater from those" "have I ever told you how fat and heavy you look" "I assume you're overweight. You are aren't you?" "You're good for nothing" *Hold up that smile, MIG. I know it's hard to take that all in, but after this, it's all gonna be over until the next time they come up with one. When they leave, relax your face muscles to prepare you for the next to come. You can cry about it later when your parents aren't there. Just 4 more hours in school and you're good to go.* That's how I feel when I'm made fun of. I plaster the best smile I could make to tell them I'm alright, so I won't turn this into a bigger problem than it already is. When they turn their backs and leave, I let my true feelings come out in the form of tears and words.
I believe 'Bullying' is the correct term for this. Im not referring to physical bullying, but bullying by words. You'd be telling me "you're not a good sport", "you're just being overly dramatic" or "it was just a joke. Don't take it too seriously". Shut up. SHUT YOUR MOUTH AND LISTEN. Those jokes may be funny at first, but as it evolves, it doesn't become funny anymore. It lowers the self-esteem; not your self-esteem, but the person you're making fun of. Why are you doing this? It is not nice. Don't you have any consideration? It may seem like it's okay to him/her, but it's definitely not. It just looks like it's okay with them because they are used to putting up a smile on his/her face without showing any signs that they actually are hurt. I respect these people. They put up with your shit in a nice, calm and orderly manner. They are suffering on the inside just to make you happy and entertained. You should be happy they're still you're friend.
I've experienced being the bully and being the bullied. I instantly regretted being part of the bullying side, even if it's only for a short period of time. I know how bullying felt like, and that's why I wanted to make this entry. I thought I know to what it felt like being bullied by just imagining, but you really have to learn the hard way to understand what it feels like. Yes, Patricia the tall girl was bullied by a bunch of people. I know, it's hard to believe, but it's true. Bullying can affect all kinds of people. Everyone has that specific topic that is so personal, it makes you feel vulnerable. There was this one time someone told me, "wow, you're so big, the baby in your stomach must be growing! Boy or girl?" I was fat then, and this statement did not help at all. This made me cry myself to sleep for nights. I know there are a lot of people out there who are being teased with the same statement. How do you guys cope with this? That statement still hurts me until this very day. I can't imagine someone getting teased by that without getting hurt. If you know someone, please help them through it. Some people are just major asshats to use their creativity to hurt others and not use them for better things like coming up with the new iPhone design or a new material that will protect your phone from breaking as it falls or coming up with a new name for the hover board because I'm sure as heck that it's not a hover board. It has freaking two wheels, how can it be considered a hover board???
I want to conclude this with a message.
"Dear People,
please stop bullying others. It is not nice. You may not know how it feels now, but trust me, and all those people who wrote a post about bullying, that you would never want to know how it feels like. Having to deal with all their other things while dealing with your shit is overwhelming. Do consider the people you make fun of because they have feelings and rights too. We are all people, so why couldn't we get along? Bees beat us to this task. A. BUNCH. OF. INSECTS. BEAT. US. TO IT. Why can't we be like them? They're united. They never fight with each other, and they help each other to benefit. Let us be like them, so I won't have to see the world burn.

Monday, September 14, 2015

How Do You Guys find my blog?

                    I was looking back at the stuff in my drawer, and I came across a note I used to remind myself to edit one of my vlogs here on blogger. I decided to check it again and found people who have been checking my blog out. It wasn't much, but I was really curious, not to why a few views over the months, but to how you guys find me. I know you'd say, "I was searching for something urgent and came across your blog by accident." Yeah, but by the title of my blog, it's really hard not to know its not a serious blog meant for research and studying, unless you were trying to study my lifestyle then I would gladly help. Aside from that, the link of my blog is really long and I doubt you guys would remember it. I just want to know, that's all. I'd be surprised if you've read 'til this point of this post because I'm not good at writing stuff, and I can't possibly persuade you with words only. :P

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

I will not let a piece of paper ruin my future

              I have finally come to a time where I am finishing junior high school and going to senior high. Since I live in the Philippines, I am the first batch to go under tge K+12 program. What is the K+12 program? Well, it is the program where the government adds 2 more years to high school. Originally, we only have 4 years in high school. With the k+12 program, they would add 2 more years to high school. Back to the subject! The school held this survey for each student, and I specifically said that I wanted to be in STEM because I want to be a doctor. Just yesterday, I received a letter for the course I'm gonna take for the next 2 years in school. I was happy at first that they gave me STEM, but when I opened the letter completely, I got STEM ICT or the course for computer technology. If I remember correctly, ICT was a separate course from STEM. I tried looking for the reason why I wasn't accepted in the original STEM course, and it comes out to show that they would only accept 34 students with above 88 average of 2/3 science and 1/3 math, which is complete bullcrap if you ask me. You're not supposed to do that to students. Students want to learn. We want to have better futures, and enjoy our additional 2 year stay in school, but giving me this isn't gonna work out. I would have been fine with it at the end, but something else brought me to my nerves. At the start of the letter, it says that I got into my FIRST CHOICE. ICT? My first choice? Think they could just make me go into any course, and make some story up to show I really went there. I would rather be told that I didn't make it to the 34 student limit and being transferred to my next course rather than seeing that I signed up for the wrong course. I only asked for a good 2 years of learning, not bullcrap that would change my whole life. If you're reading this, please consider that this is the opinion of a student who had a dream but was slightly crushed by that letter. Do not take this personally because this is only one hate opinion out of who knows how many. But remember this, you will regret putting me in that course. I will be a doctor whether you like it or not. Your letter will not change that.
                  It took me a lot of guts to post this and finally get this out of my system. I couldn't study for my science periodical test from all the annoying nagging in my head. I want to have a good grade in science, so I made this post. Don't worry. I'll delete this when you want me to, whether you'll give me a violation report or not. Nobody reads my blogs anyway, only some people who happen to visit my blog. (I really appreciate that)

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Some Imagination I have...

                       By the title, you would probably assume that I would say stupid stuff in this entry. Just a friendly reminder, this was when I was a kid. Let's not even call it being "stupid". Let's call it being "SPECIAL". Everyone has been through this phase where your mind tends to jump to conclusions easily. It's funny if you recall some of them though and take a good laugh at it, so why not share it to you guys, right?

Here are some of the stuff I assumed when I was a kid:

  1. Pineapples grew underwater.
  2. Squids really had noses like Squidward's.
  3. Cars were made out of Building blocks.
  4. Microwaves could get me all the food I want.
  5. Cellophane was edible.
  6. Balloons were made from basketballs.
  7. Clouds were color blue.
  8. Everyone had their own world of their own to live in.
  9. Every human being in this world is kind and friendly.
  10. All red circular things were called "Buttons"
  11. Computers were the lamest version of television.
  12. Having pimples were great.
  13. I could run at an unbelievable speed.
  14. Everyone should be synchronized 
So these are some of the things I thought when I was a kid and I hope you enjoyed what I wrote for you today.
This is MIG signing off to another great day :)

Saturday, December 13, 2014

For my required website... :P

Don't know how to write, don't know how to speak, yeah... That's me. Don't judge me. This is a trial for my required website(since i don't know what to write).

Sunday, September 14, 2014

What now?

                    There are some scenarios where someone asks you to do something for them, but then you didn't do it right; so instead of giving thanks for at least trying, they give you a scolding and make you do it again. It happens to me most of the time. Think of it, instead of being grateful that I gave them my time for the thing they couldn't do at the moment, they get mad and make me do it again. The question is, "what now?"
                    There is this other one where someone asks you to make something/ do something and then the moment you're done, they tell you that's not what they told you to do. Isn't that just frustrating? You would find this phrase repetitive in these cases. "But you just told me to____ earlier" and find this reply repetitive too. "No, I specifically told you to____, not ____". Wouldn't you want to flip a table right now? Wouldn't you want to rip your hair off? Don't you wish that you could have put everything on tape to show the person what he/she said? What now?
                    In what I've said earlier, I mentioned "What now?". Well, I wanted to question how you would react or what you would do at that point. Will you freak out and get mad at them yourself or do the opposite of that? Will you secretly curse them and kill them mentally in your dreams?
                    I would advise you guys not to do those things to keep your insanity in place. Don't try getting back because it's wrong. Being violent is not good at all. I would tell you to not mind it. By the words of the great Adele Dazeem, "Let it go". "Just let it go, man" (<--- say that in a Jamaican accent). Take those scenarios as a wise thought that it is just a test to see how well you would handle things and prepare you for the better. Trust me, this will happen to you someday.

So, hey guys. Howz it goin'? I haven't updated since, what, last month? I'm not exactly sure how I would tell you this but I won't be posting as often now... You guys must be so happy. There will come a point where I would rarely open this whole blog thing to the point I might not use it anymore, but you know, things get harder when you grow up, right? I might continue, but in another way. Well, I'm off pursuing my dreams and stuff. See ya around
This is MIG signing off to another great day :)