What you think won't hurt might actually hurt.

*I'm not saying any names. I just realized that this was an issue I should've tackled a long time ago*

"Hey, have I told you how manly you are?" "You're basically a man inside a woman suit" "man woman" "you're as forgetful as a goldfish" "you're so hairy I could make a large sweater from those" "have I ever told you how fat and heavy you look" "I assume you're overweight. You are aren't you?" "You're good for nothing" *Hold up that smile, MIG. I know it's hard to take that all in, but after this, it's all gonna be over until the next time they come up with one. When they leave, relax your face muscles to prepare you for the next to come. You can cry about it later when your parents aren't there. Just 4 more hours in school and you're good to go.* That's how I feel when I'm made fun of. I plaster the best smile I could make to tell them I'm alright, so I won't turn this into a bigger problem than it already is. When they turn their backs and leave, I let my true feelings come out in the form of tears and words.

I believe 'Bullying' is the correct term for this. Im not referring to physical bullying, but bullying by words. You'd be telling me "you're not a good sport", "you're just being overly dramatic" or "it was just a joke. Don't take it too seriously". Shut up. SHUT YOUR MOUTH AND LISTEN. Those jokes may be funny at first, but as it evolves, it doesn't become funny anymore. It lowers the self-esteem; not your self-esteem, but the person you're making fun of. Why are you doing this? It is not nice. Don't you have any consideration? It may seem like it's okay to him/her, but it's definitely not. It just looks like it's okay with them because they are used to putting up a smile on his/her face without showing any signs that they actually are hurt. I respect these people. They put up with your shit in a nice, calm and orderly manner. They are suffering on the inside just to make you happy and entertained. You should be happy they're still you're friend.

I've experienced being the bully and being the bullied. I instantly regretted being part of the bullying side, even if it's only for a short period of time. I know how bullying felt like, and that's why I wanted to make this entry. I thought I know to what it felt like being bullied by just imagining, but you really have to learn the hard way to understand what it feels like. Yes, Patricia the tall girl was bullied by a bunch of people. I know, it's hard to believe, but it's true. Bullying can affect all kinds of people. Everyone has that specific topic that is so personal, it makes you feel vulnerable. There was this one time someone told me, "wow, you're so big, the baby in your stomach must be growing! Boy or girl?" I was fat then, and this statement did not help at all. This made me cry myself to sleep for nights. I know there are a lot of people out there who are being teased with the same statement. How do you guys cope with this? That statement still hurts me until this very day. I can't imagine someone getting teased by that without getting hurt. If you know someone, please help them through it. Some people are just major asshats to use their creativity to hurt others and not use them for better things like coming up with the new iPhone design or a new material that will protect your phone from breaking as it falls or coming up with a new name for the hover board because I'm sure as heck that it's not a hover board. It has freaking two wheels, how can it be considered a hover board???

I want to conclude this with a message.

"Dear People,

please stop bullying others. It is not nice. You may not know how it feels now, but trust me, and all those people who wrote a post about bullying, that you would never want to know how it feels like. Having to deal with all their other things while dealing with your shit is overwhelming. Do consider the people you make fun of because they have feelings and rights too. We are all people, so why couldn't we get along? Bees beat us to this task. A. BUNCH. OF. INSECTS. BEAT. US. TO IT. Why can't we be like them? They're united. They never fight with each other, and they help each other to benefit. Let us be like them, so I won't have to see the world burn.

~MIG

How Do You Guys find my blog?

                    I was looking back at the stuff in my drawer, and I came across a note I used to remind myself to edit one of my vlogs here on blogger. I decided to check it again and found people who have been checking my blog out. It wasn't much, but I was really curious, not to why a few views over the months, but to how you guys find me. I know you'd say, "I was searching for something urgent and came across your blog by accident." Yeah, but by the title of my blog, it's really hard not to know its not a serious blog meant for research and studying, unless you were trying to study my lifestyle then I would gladly help. Aside from that, the link of my blog is really long and I doubt you guys would remember it. I just want to know, that's all. I'd be surprised if you've read 'til this point of this post because I'm not good at writing stuff, and I can't possibly persuade you with words only. :P

I will not let a piece of paper ruin my future

              I have finally come to a time where I am finishing junior high school and going to senior high. Since I live in the Philippines, I am the first batch to go under tge K+12 program. What is the K+12 program? Well, it is the program where the government adds 2 more years to high school. Originally, we only have 4 years in high school. With the k+12 program, they would add 2 more years to high school. Back to the subject! The school held this survey for each student, and I specifically said that I wanted to be in STEM because I want to be a doctor. Just yesterday, I received a letter for the course I'm gonna take for the next 2 years in school. I was happy at first that they gave me STEM, but when I opened the letter completely, I got STEM ICT or the course for computer technology. If I remember correctly, ICT was a separate course from STEM. I tried looking for the reason why I wasn't accepted in the original STEM course, and it comes out to show that they would only accept 34 students with above 88 average of 2/3 science and 1/3 math, which is complete bullcrap if you ask me. You're not supposed to do that to students. Students want to learn. We want to have better futures, and enjoy our additional 2 year stay in school, but giving me this isn't gonna work out. I would have been fine with it at the end, but something else brought me to my nerves. At the start of the letter, it says that I got into my FIRST CHOICE. ICT? My first choice? Think they could just make me go into any course, and make some story up to show I really went there. I would rather be told that I didn't make it to the 34 student limit and being transferred to my next course rather than seeing that I signed up for the wrong course. I only asked for a good 2 years of learning, not bullcrap that would change my whole life. If you're reading this, please consider that this is the opinion of a student who had a dream but was slightly crushed by that letter. Do not take this personally because this is only one hate opinion out of who knows how many. But remember this, you will regret putting me in that course. I will be a doctor whether you like it or not. Your letter will not change that.
                  It took me a lot of guts to post this and finally get this out of my system. I couldn't study for my science periodical test from all the annoying nagging in my head. I want to have a good grade in science, so I made this post. Don't worry. I'll delete this when you want me to, whether you'll give me a violation report or not. Nobody reads my blogs anyway, only some people who happen to visit my blog. (I really appreciate that)

Some Imagination I have...

                       By the title, you would probably assume that I would say stupid stuff in this entry. Just a friendly reminder, this was when I was a kid. Let's not even call it being "stupid". Let's call it being "SPECIAL". Everyone has been through this phase where your mind tends to jump to conclusions easily. It's funny if you recall some of them though and take a good laugh at it, so why not share it to you guys, right?

Here are some of the stuff I assumed when I was a kid:

1. Pineapples grew underwater.
2. Squids really had noses like Squidward's.
3. Cars were made out of Building blocks.
4. Microwaves could get me all the food I want.
5. Cellophane was edible.
6. Balloons were made from basketballs.
7. Clouds were color blue.
8. Everyone had their own world of their own to live in.
9. Every human being in this world is kind and friendly.
10. All red circular things were called "Buttons"
11. Computers were the lamest version of television.
12. Having pimples were great.
13. I could run at an unbelievable speed.
14. Everyone should be synchronized 

So these are some of the things I thought when I was a kid and I hope you enjoyed what I wrote for you today.

This is MIG signing off to another great day :)

For my required website... :P

Don't know how to write, don't know how to speak, yeah... That's me. Don't judge me. This is a trial for my required website(since i don't know what to write).

What now?

                    There are some scenarios where someone asks you to do something for them, but then you didn't do it right; so instead of giving thanks for at least trying, they give you a scolding and make you do it again. It happens to me most of the time. Think of it, instead of being grateful that I gave them my time for the thing they couldn't do at the moment, they get mad and make me do it again. The question is, "what now?"
                    There is this other one where someone asks you to make something/ do something and then the moment you're done, they tell you that's not what they told you to do. Isn't that just frustrating? You would find this phrase repetitive in these cases. "But you just told me to____ earlier" and find this reply repetitive too. "No, I specifically told you to____, not ____". Wouldn't you want to flip a table right now? Wouldn't you want to rip your hair off? Don't you wish that you could have put everything on tape to show the person what he/she said? What now?
                    In what I've said earlier, I mentioned "What now?". Well, I wanted to question how you would react or what you would do at that point. Will you freak out and get mad at them yourself or do the opposite of that? Will you secretly curse them and kill them mentally in your dreams?
                    I would advise you guys not to do those things to keep your insanity in place. Don't try getting back because it's wrong. Being violent is not good at all. I would tell you to not mind it. By the words of the great Adele Dazeem, "Let it go". "Just let it go, man" (<--- say that in a Jamaican accent). Take those scenarios as a wise thought that it is just a test to see how well you would handle things and prepare you for the better. Trust me, this will happen to you someday.


So, hey guys. Howz it goin'? I haven't updated since, what, last month? I'm not exactly sure how I would tell you this but I won't be posting as often now... You guys must be so happy. There will come a point where I would rarely open this whole blog thing to the point I might not use it anymore, but you know, things get harder when you grow up, right? I might continue, but in another way. Well, I'm off pursuing my dreams and stuff. See ya around
This is MIG signing off to another great day :)

I make a fool of myself

Read till end if can Thank you

I have a life, you know?

                     I have those days where I am more than willing to do a specific part of the activity and those days where I'm not. This coming week is gonna be a train wreck. The unit test week have just ended, and not only am I nervous about the results(especially the math unit test... I'm still mourning over it), but also have a crap load of assignments. Give me a break! I know that high school is somehow a preparation for college, but that doesn't mean you have to treat us like we're in college. You know? Just because of all those assignments, I'm starting to develop eye bags on my eye bags! Just kidding, I don't know how that is even possible. Hehehe. Yeah... I just want to say what my problem is here because it feels like a weight was removed from me or so what the saying goes... So any teachers out there, I'm not trying to offend you or something. Please don't take this personally.

Just a Quick Break

                      Hey guys, guess what? I'm back from the dead! I think... I've been gone for 14 days, and now I am here again. I had stuff to do, and topics, that I don't like, to study. There were some other things I did, like read other blogs. I read one blog today called "The Depressing Diary". I don't know who she is, but all I know is that her name is Luna Prism. I could somehow relate to her first entry. She just posted her first entry a few hours ago, and I personally congratulate her for that. How did I find her blog? Oh, thats simple. I went on Google, and searched random things on the net. I found her after a while and started to read. I was a bit disappointed that she only had one entry. She writes her blogs as her own diary. I don't know why she is generally depressed, since she call it "The Depressed Diary". I would try to talk to her, and of course, I want you to visit her blog, and see if you could relate. I'm gonna put her in my blog roll so you could access it faster. It's great to update you guys and discover a new blogger on the web.
That's it for today, this is M.I.G. signing off to another great day :)
Feel free to leave comments and suggestions of things you want me to talk about below...
Thank you :D

A reply to a blog post (just questioning and clearing things up)

                   This isn't my usual schedule to post a blog, but I am just frustrated and confused at the same time. There is this one blogger here on Blogger (hehehe) that clearly tries to give a bad impression on Filipinos, and teach people how to treat them... wait, let me rephrase... and teach people how to treat us like garbage. I know this is a site to write freely about what you feel, but that doesn't mean you have to teach people how to treat people badly. What did you even write that for? What made you write it? Did you have an encounter with a Filipino and he/she didn't treat you right? Are you trying to start a war between your country and the Philippines by starting with the internet? What do you have against us? I'm not stating names because I know its wrong, and I'm definitely not starting a fight.
                    First of all, what if I told people on this blog to treat the people of your country like what you said in your blog? You would be frustrated, too. Think of it this way, if we were to do those things you said to you, how would you feel? Would you be happy? Would you feel appreciated? No, right?
                    Second of all, I'm guessing you are a Christian because you mentioned something about praying in church and Noah's ark and stuff. Think of it... YOU'RE A BELIEVER, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! As a believer, you're supposed to be an example to other believers. "Let's watch them(Pinoy) drown whilst eating popcorn on out HD TV s." Probably not the best example to show the kid Christians, right? You shouldn't be thinking like that because as a believer,too, I would be really disappointed in you. I know I am not supposed to include religions in this kind of situation, but you did mention it in the first place.
                     You might be mad at me right now, but I am just saying you're wrong. We are all people, humans, living beings! We are the rare species of the universe! We shouldn't be fighting or treating each other like that. We should be working together as one. We should treat each other equally, and show each other respect. How old are you? 28? 30 maybe? And no offence, but you're acting like a five year old who was lightly pushed accidentally and wanted to fight back. I'm a fifteen year old, and I know what and what not to write online. If you wanna be that way, don't bring others with you. Don't write it online, but instead, get a notebook and write it there where you could write anything! I appreciate you saying you wanted to do it in a 'peaceful' manner and just doing this to annoy us, but this may have gone too far to the point that people would take you seriously. I'm not being rude to you or anything, but I think I know better than you. People would tell me to ignore this because they call these people "attention addicts" (there is another term but I'm not using it). I would, but this crossed the line. I'm not trying to fight you, and definitely not giving a big ass lecture. I just hope you read and realize what you did. Thank you

Going back...

                   Hey Guys!!! Long time no... speak? I guess?
                   Anyway, I just want to say I'm going back to school. Some of you might be wondering why I have to go to school at June... Well, in my school, school starts at June and ends at March.
                   Back to the subject! Since I'm going back to school. My vlogs are gonna happen rarely; blogs might be posted two weeks after the recent one and I might stop my blogging for a while. I would honestly try to post stuff as frequent as possible. I am sorry that I won't talk about random stuff today and a lot of things. I'm just a person. I'm lazy too, you know? That's all. I know I write non sense things in my blog, but I'm just doing it for you guys and as long as I still have fun with it. Remember, I hardly edit my blog entries...
That's all I want to say.
That's it for today, this is M.I.G. signing off to another great day :)
Feel free to leave comments and suggestions of things you want me to talk about below...
Thank you :D

Dreams...

                   I still remember when I was 9, I wished for something big and great. It was a laptop. Any model or kind would do, although the new and better ones were what I really preferred... Now I'm in high school, I still don't have one. See? Dreams are meant to be crushed, burned, and buried under the unforgiving soil of depression. I'm just kidding! They aren't. Dreams are great! They give you hope and things to look forward to.
                   There are dreams that are rejected. Most people handle rejection like its the end of the world. They would start to think about depressing stuff like, "I'm such a failure" or "I can't do anything right" or "I'm a disgrace to my family name" (see what I did there...) or other depressing ideas that randomly pop in your mind out of no where. Don't think like that. It is not true. If someone tells that to you, don't take it seriously to the extend of starting suicidal thoughts. Don't ignore them either. They are a sign.
                   You see, you're supposed to work hard to reach your dreams. If you don't work hard, then the result is obvious. You'll get rejected. An example, me. I said I wanted a laptop. I was supposed to earn money to be able to buy one, but I didn't. The result... no laptop. Work hard and you'll get to it.
                    Dreams being rejected is natural and everyone has experienced it, but only a few people react to it the right way. Most people reacts to them violently, depressingly, and any other negative reaction you can figure out. I'm not saying you can't be sad about it. I'm saying you should think more positively. You have a life to live for crying out loud! Hiding in the corner of the room while mourning(not morning) about your loss isn't going to help. If your excuse is "it was my one last chance", that is still not a reason for you to be all negative about it. It just means either you're not working hard enough or it wasn't what you were meant for. Who knows, they might give you another chance. If not, there are plenty of possibilities out there. You just have to look for it. You know what they say, there are plenty of fish in the sea.
                     Remember, just because one dream of yours is rejected, doesn't mean you should give up. You should fight for it(unless its something bad)! You should know how to handle rejection if you are faced with one. Never give up (well,duh). And... If you have read until this part of my blog, I will tell you a few of my embarrassing dreams, but I would write it in this kind of form to prevent other people from peeking or something like that. One, I plan to make a youtube channel. Two, I (still) want to have a laptop. Three, I want to go to Las Vegas and stay there for a few months and come back to the Philippines and speak like I've never spoken with my native tongue before, therefore making people think I'm an American that is learning to speak filipino, but I'm not. Fourth, to make people smile and be happy (It may sound cheesy, but its true... Its cheesy to say that is why its embarrassing.).

Well, hopefully this would make up the two weeks of no sign of where I was on the internet, but I update in twitter...
If you want to see updates just follow me on twitter because that's where I'm usually active.
That's it for today, this is M.I.G. signing off to another great day :)
Feel free to leave comments and suggestions of things you want me to talk about below...
Thank you :D

For my sister... Not much but so far the least I could do :P

UPDATES!!!

                    So, I was supposedly gonna post this yesterday, but the internet crashed the whole day so here. All of it was true, okay.
In the Philippine time, I guess I wanna say...
              HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!
And  I guess to all those who are not from the Philippines...
                ADVANCE HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!

Just wait guys... wait

                   I haven't posted in a while... I know that. I've been planning to post something a few days ago, but I never found the right time to make it. Sometimes, I'm not in the mood or in the right state of mind to make one.
                    So I'm telling you guys to wait because I have a plan. Don't worry *raises both hands in defense *, I'm gonna make it and post it. (In case you get the wrong idea, I just want to say I'm not forcing this out of me, I'm just lazy) The next post might be short too, but I'll try to make it last. :)

That's it for today, this is MIG signing off to another great day. :)

Back with a blog...

                   Whazzup guys! How are you? I couldn't do a vlog for now because sh stuff has been going down. And it's all fu freakin' horrible. I decided to do a blog instead. It's later than the usual time I post...
                   Today, I want to say that things doesn't always come out the way as you planned or wanted it to be. They could either be bad or better than expected. You will never know. Like today's entry, I planned to make it a vlog, but it seems like my schedule has different plans. It was all unexpected. You can't assume, but you can make things happen. Am I right?
                    So... to sum it all up, you've gotta do for it to happen. :)
So that's it for today. This is MIG signing off to another great day...

FLAPPYBIRD MADNESS!!! (I know it's late and it would probably suck)

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UPDATE!!!

              Ey guys! I've been gone out... I know I've been delaying a lot lately, but I've got a great idea how to somehow make it up to you guys. It's a Q&A! Ask me whatever you want as long as its not green, disgusting and... you guys know what I mean. I created an account for twitter. Tweet your questions to me @Mig99I . Don't worry, I won't bite. If I don't get that much questions from you guys then I would have to either post what I have or postpone(I used a big word :P ) the vlog. Maybe I would post it about next week. See you next week.

That's it for today, this is M.I.G. signing off to another great day :)
Feel free to leave comments and suggestions of things you want me to talk about below...
Thank you :D

It's finally over!!!

So... I forgot to tell you guys that it was my finals week last week. I'm sorry, but now, finals week is finally over! :D Yey!

Updates! It's our vacation already, and I MAY have a lot of time in my hands. It really depends if I take advance classes during vacation (Asians). I'll make sure to update more. More vlogs on the way since my first travel vlog was discontinued due to lack of footage... I'm sorry I can't talk about anything today. Its just that I was suddenly really exhausted after the finals. I don't even know why.

That's it for today, this is M.I.G. signing off to another great day :)
Feel free to leave comments and suggestions of things you want me to talk about below...
Thank you :D